Lyrics

1st Refrain
I lock my door
I turn my cell phone off
I cry for help
And drift away
To a different world

1st Verse

An embarrassment
The reason why my parents split
looking for drugs that the fairies sniff
Arrogant
My psychiatrist is prepared to quit
My mind is very sick
These meds ain’t workin’
Maybe I should mix them with Kentucky strait bourbon whiskey
Maybe that’ll fix me
Crazy when I’m tipsy
Hated since my entry
Manic and I’m risky
Crashing and I’m empty
Will the planet miss me
When I’m 6ft?
Flipping scriptures
Trying to gaze at a different picture
But I’m seduced by the cesspool
I’m just a fool
The way I’m mixing drugs you would think I went to med school
Cleaned my room of everything but a noose and a step stool

2nd Refrain
I lock my door
I turn my cell phone off
I cry for help
And drift away
To a different world

1st Chorus
So maybe I will live
Maybe I will go
I don’t really know
What to do in this different world
Where hope and faith align
Where I have peace of mind
This feeling is mine I won’t let go

Music Interlude
2nd Verse A
The mood matches goth fashion
There’s a fire in gods mansion
I can’t see from the smoke I get lost in ashes
Already dead inside my coffin catches
And burns slowly, as I light a cig and swing the 40 of Old English
The stairway of heaven won’t reach this
Born speechless, called stupid by both teachers
Wherever I go a ghost lingers
And scares most preachers
That’s what happens when you travel the road of demons
When I’m supposed to be sleeping
I see a black figure with horns screaming
A tortured genius
Focused on my breathing
Barely alive, my corpse is bleeding
It’s a morbid scene
It’s been this way before I was a teen
Seeking for the poet’s reason
3rd Refrain
I lock my door
I turn my cell phone off
I cry for help
And drift away
To a different world

2nd Chorus
So maybe I will live
Maybe I will go
I don’t really know
What to do in this different world
Where hope and faith align
Where I have peace of mind
This feeling is mine I won’t let go


Outro
I lock my door
I turn my cell phone off
I cry for help
And drift away
To a different world